09.09.09

I don't understand what is so special about it. Seriously.

Half the holidays are gone. I don't feel accomplished. Maybe its because i've not walked out of what had already happened.

Yes, im tired of everything. Waking up early, sleeping late, not having enough time to finish what i need to.

Why am i working so hard? Im not seeing results, and it sucks to know that you've worked so hard for the last few months, yet this is the kind of results you're getting.

How to motivate myself to work harder, and get over it? Thanks to those who're constantly encouraging me. Esp Julian and Cherish.

I feel so screwed. I feel that im losing my steam. No longer that competitive. Im losing myself.

A repeat student that can't perform up to the normal standard. Have i wasted 3 yrs in college? Maybe it's true that i should have heeded my parents advice and go through the poly route. Not that it's less stressful/easier, but because i get to do projects instead of memorising those notes.=(

To stay away from sports for 2 months, you might just kill me.=(

Parents can be over demanding at times. No, i correct myself. It should be most of the time.


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I miss 1S17'07/2S14'08. Yes, i miss everyone!=(