Im a thinker. I tend to think too much. Things may look simple, but yet, i always look in a different angle. Am i confusing myself? or am i letting myself be confused?=/

There's obviously a difference between confusing myself and letting myself be confused. One of them is an example of voluntary action, while the other is an example of an involuntary action. Ah, that's too much bio!

And recently, i realised how i am easily affected by people. Let's put it this way, i get affected in some ways when i hear about certain things coming from certain people/ seeing certain actions coming from them. It need not be explicit, but somehow i just feel it. And i don't think im being over-sensitive. Cause it happened not only once or twice. What's worst, when this happens to come from those that i value/care/love. On the surface, i look as though i don't give a damn. But beneath everything, i actually do. I guess this kind of forms up the "emoness" in me late at night since that's the time i really start reflecting and thinking.

But if i turn it around, or rather look in another angle, it may look like im being petty/ selfish. And that's why sometimes i choose to keep everything in silent. I know it may not be a good thing, but maybe that's just me.

Okay, this post is a little bit of here and there. (incoherent!) I'm actually attempting to write out how i actually feel inside, but you know, it isn't easy.

Till then.