The past 2 weeks was packed. Twitter became the next best channel to express my ideas/thoughts/emotions. I remembered telling Sok the other day when we were playing ball that twitter allows me to do a simple update, and of course it's more private compared to this.

I have to say, i guess im better at accepting death now. Not exactly to the point that i won't cry. But at least i handle emotions better.=) With age comes maturity.=)and of course, the ability to handle emotions.

Of course, many thanks to Val and XY for those SMSes.=) LOVE YOU TWO TTM!=)

Daddy's been at home for the past week as well since he doesn't have to return to the company. Had alot of 1-1 bonding time with him. I'm just surprised as to how my relationship with daddy improved that much. I remembered how we fell out over the issue of Nationals, and of course, academics.

But since the start of this year, or rather after the end of A's, i find myself loving and appreciating daddy even more. And of course, our relationship became way so much better to the extent i could share something more personal with him. (like those close to the heart)

I don't know if it's because i've got more time or is it because he's gonna be based in China soon, hence we're forging such close bonds. But one thing for sure, i know i'm enjoying such moments.

However, there's a part of me that's holding back alittle. I'm afraid of being over reliant on daddy. When he's gone to China, i know i'd play a greater role in this house.

Okay, at least i know im enjoying this with daddy and that's what is important to me. I know i won't live to regret.=)