Another assignment down! I've never rushed so hard for a computing assignment before. But oh wells, at least one's down. the next one that is coming up seems worst.

I think the recent lack of sleep took away all the patience i used to have. I don't know why i reacted to that so badly tonight. I felt like i've been made used of. Like seriously. I don't know what is my grandma thinking, that she had to start all these nonsense.

I wish Daddy will come back like now. I'm really tired. I wake up each day with an idea in mind, and that is to keep everyone happy, but somehow or rather, i think i've failed badly.

Okay, i believe i'm just ranting what im feeling at the moment. I just needed a space to rant.

I'm still trying to believe that i'll wake up to a good start, and everything will be good. or at least, im gonna pick myself up.