I've learnt a lot from my friends this week.
The biggest take away is : being mentally strong, and not trust people 100%
Though both are stuffs that i really think i won't be able to get there, but im pretty sure, someday, i WILL. Im too trusting at times, and maybe i let my guards down, that's why i tend to be at the losing end.
I witnessed/went through pretty much over the past 2 weeks. Im not gonna elaborate much, but, i only have one thing to say. I've not done anything wrong, so my conscience is pretty clear. Also, if i really made any mistakes somewhere, i believe in second chance. But apparently, im not being given that. Of course, im not gonna be bothered anymore. If i've been through the nonsense posted to me in college, these are just trials for me. My faith isn't weak, in fact, it's getting stronger=)
This space, i realised, had been much neglected. I've turned to twitter over the past few months. But it seems like twitter is now not as safe as before. Internet world is never safe=)
To conclude, this year marks my 11th year of friendship with Vivian Tan Mei Ting! Through this 11 years, we've been through pretty much. I can still vividly remember how we were "enemies" with each other in P5, and our so called "parting" scene during the last day of primary school days. Being in the same secondary school for 4 years, but went through a period of "strangers only" in sec 2. Then the reunion in sec3&4. And we were parted for 3 years (With little chance of meet ups) cos we went through different post-secondary education. Right now, we're re-united in the same building, but different unis.=)
As quoted by this girl who went through so much with me, In life, we do not need many friends. Just a few friends who are closed to the heart would be more than enough. I fully agree with this.=)
To my best friend since the age of 11,you don't know how thankful i am for you in my life. i guess if you didn't appear in NSPS, i would have lost a great deal in life. Im thankful for the obstacles in our friendship we managed to overcome and break the barriers=)Thanks for being such as awesome potato i know i can always complain to! Please take good care of yourself, because i still wanna date you out when we're old ah-mas=) i want to go lim kopi with you, and eat mac breakkie with you!=) of course, if we still can, climb 73 storeys again and be the oldest ah-ma to climb!=) WO AI NI AH TAN!=)