I didn't expect to bump into you, what's more on a weekend in school.

There was this awkward moment, before you broke into your usual "HELLO! EH EH!". I tried to play along with the wide smile. But deep down, i still have that little bit of guilt towards you. That day, i spent 2 hours in the gym, working out and of course, reflected back on the past.

I cannot forget the image when i told you i wanted to break up with you, how you held my hands at the gallery, asking me why, and if you did anything wrong. Sometimes when i looked back, i think it was really immature of me.

You were always so nice despite me giving you hell, always surprising me with dark chocs, little stuffs in my locker and my whole day will be smooth-sailing. I remembered how you rushed down to school just to give me the monkey and spend the next 15 mins with me before rushing back for your competition back in Safra Yishun just caused i was going overseas for a week. Your sweet messages to me, i've never forgotten, the way you asked me to be ur gf, i can still clearly remember. I loved you for giving me the freedom i've always wanted in a relationship, for protecting me quietly. I'm sorry we had to end just because of my selfishness at that point of time.

I don't know what relationship is to me now. I'm afraid of meeting a guy who's clingy, and expects me to spend my every single day with him, reporting my actions to him every minute. I need freedom, and a space to breathe. I'm an independent girl which not many guys can stand. Clingy guys scares me.

That aside, staying single isn't as bad.:)

To you, i think there might be more chances where we might bumped into each other in school in time to come. I hope by the next time i see you, i won't feel that guilty, and there won't be that awkward moment between us. I wish you'll find your happiness soon:)