And so 16th Sept was a day we met to send Jul off to London! We'll prolly meet again when he's back on hols in December! If there's gonna be any gatherings in this 2 months, it'd definitely not be as exciting as before since this Big Brother isn't in Singapore. Jul's like my big brother in school and i was his successor in the J1 year. We'd hold HTHT at the then SAC in between breaks or when he catches me studying in the SAC. I've learned pretty much from him as well. He's one guy i've always kept in touch with even after he graduated from SR:)

Tonight (18th sept), i witnessed someone attempting suicide just beside my block. Civil defence and the Cops came and cordoned the whole LRT area, inflated the mattress. This incident intrigued my thoughts. " How can one just decide to end his/her life in such a manner?"

I wonder what can drive a person to turn to such means. I kinda understand how it feels to commit suicide, but i believe there are ways to handle problems. Suicide is an act of escape. I think in the end the person did not jumped out as i saw the civil defence people deflated the mattress.

Seriously, i wonder what's on the person's mind at that moment.

That aside, i've been thinking about a lot of stuffs these days. Something to share, I've recently came across one of a friend's FB page that he got married to another fellow college friend. Another incident of shot-gun marriage. At the age of 21, where we're all still pretty young and immature, they're tied down with a burden. I hope their marriage will last.:/

The term's coming to an end, and study break's gonna come soon. This would mean more time to head down to ECP to breathe fresher air, spend some time with myself and think about what i wanna do in time to come.


*i just can't find a perfect word to describe the feeling i've been feeling recently.